Carrie
Mom I can’t believe tomorrow will be a year that you entered your new journey to a new life we will not know for a long time. I miss you more and more with each day. You are on my mind from the second I wake up to the minute I fall asleep. There’s not a second in the day that I don’t wish you were here with us. I never imagine life without you and I don’t know how I’m surviving it. Rough road doesn’t begin to describe it, everyday is a numbness fog. I don’t know if you’re safe, if you’re happy, if you’re missing us like we miss you. I don’t know if I’ve missed the Angel winks or if you just aren’t sending them. I want you to come visit, I want you to let me know that you’re here. Please continue to send the strength to continue to go on when it’s hard to. I miss you more than anyone can ever know! I love you