Losing you is my biggest heartbreak for this year. I wasn't even prepared for it, and will never be. The thought of not seeing you, hearing you, and talking to you again is like a deep stab in my heart. I want you to be in peace, but it's hard not to think about you. No matter what I do, I can still hear your laugh in my head.
All of our shared memories just keep on flashing back, as if I click the replay button in my brain. If only I knew that you'd be gone, I should have hugged you for a long time when we last saw each other. It's very painful, not just for me, but also to the people that also loved and cherished you. I hope you'll find peace. I will never ever forget about you. I love you! Thank you for being a kind and loving boyfriend, I’m gonna miss you so much